the lost soldier the ultimate price to pay

iam still in east lake ohio i went today to matts high school where his name is on the fence i will take pictures of it tomorrow i also went to the first baptist church i think in east lake or batavia where events for matt are held i got some clean-up stuff and talked with one of the pastors concerning waiting for carolyn maupin to return tomorrow he felt based on my journeys i should wait and just go her house when she returns tomorrow which is what i will do its a muggy day today in ohio its much easier when i keep moveing but i do want to see carolyn maupin and get an honest opinion from her as to how she feels as to what iam trying to do for her. lasnight i just pitched my tent behind a methodist church and went to sleep this is a hard area to gain any support concerning my journeys and you would think it would be the easiest of all since this is where carolyn maupin lives and matt went to school but its not.ive had 2 pastors tell me i should stop and just go home but that will not happen unless carolyn maupin asks me to stop and i doubt that will happen as i try to keep her sons memory alive