the lost soldier the ultimate price to pay

iam at the public library in stanton island new york its been a son of a mother dog the last couple days today i saw a sign that read no horn honking i havent been able to gain any support what so ever from the churchs or people in this area it is total kaiso insanity would be better at the end of the island is a little town called tottenville iam going to try and only pull enough money to get the hell out of new york city ive even talked with firefighters in this area who fought the 9-11-01 fires not the actual firefighters themselves but firefighters from the area and no eupport on replaceing the bicycle this area really is insane people all over alot of litter graffiti and a brown haze in the sky people running around as time totally controls there life this city has been a trip everyone totally controlled by time and to be honest Led Zepplin said it right in Dazed And Confussed and kris kristophersons Freedoms just another word for nothing left to lose fits this town perfectly John Lennon couldnt even walk down the streets of manhattan safely but hopefullly i will be out of here soon lastnight i pitched my tent down by a stream back in the woods by the episcopal church and enjoyed listening to what nature i could hear over the constant traffic and horn honking these people do